PerBlog for the Great Chilled Martini

I plan to be building my site, when I get some time. I figure it'll be a month or so. I was keeping a notebook, but I haven't written in that lately either. It's not my fault I like sleep. Sweet dark maiden of sleep, that has so much more than wakeness ever could, that gives me superpowers and clarity even in a total absense of logic. It's not as if reality has such strong logic, merely that we all agree on it, and deal with it. Me and my dreams decided our logic was better, so I like it there more. Besides, sleep is warm, everywhere else is cold or hot. If you're ever completely comfortable, then you're already asleep.

I hadn't blogged here in a while. So, now I just did.

Bokutachi wa Kitsune Desu
This is a really good site.

The Book of Mozilla, 7:15If you don't have mozilla, it says, "And so at last the beast fell and the unbelievers rejoiced. But all was not lost, for from the ash rose a great bird. The bird gazed down upon the unbelievers and cast fire and thunder upon them. For the beast had been reborn with its strength renewed, and the followers of Mammon cowered in horror.

from The Book of Mozilla, 7:15 "
You gotta give it up for that.

Wired 12.09: START

To me there's something refreshing in finding people and things that can scare me. Not so much through intimidation, so much as creepiness. Utter creepiness. I've had people tell me I have issues, and I start to feel desensitized after a while, but to find people who can creep me out almost feels good. If it weren't for the creepy feeling. I feel sick and disturbed by these people and things, but it means I'm not as bad as they are. That's one thing Happy Noodle Boy has going for it. JTHM doesn't really give me that feeling, in fact it seems easier to relate to. Not that I go around killing people like that, but who doesn't want head explody.

I was wondering why the feeling I get when I think of older games differs so much from newer ones. I liked the music better. There was not a drop of blood in a lot of my favorites. They might have made less sense. I just can't tell why they seem to have some kind of magic most of my newer games lack. Sure, I don't have that many newer games, and I guess I don't like the shooter genre that much, but still. I keep thinking of Zero Race on Newgrounds. Septy said he had made it with love, it was a tribute to the greatest series of games of all time. I feel that way about his game, but why? Nostalgia? So I thought of some of my favorite cartoons. I liked them that way when I was watching them. Maybe it's the music.

I was thinking about a why Yu Yu Hakusho ownz DBZ thread, which is kind of pointless since very few things don't. But I just realized how similar Gamemaster sounds to Captain N. More explain when me think more gooder.

I walked down the stairs leaving an alternative medicine center. I jumped down four or five stairs because I kind of misjudged the distance. I suddenly saw all these colorful floaters clouding my vision, which is really kind of scary. I looked in the mirror when I got home and my pupils looked dilated, and they might have moved. Good thing I had my physical eariler today and already tested for 20/20 vision.